Try to listen this song while reading this. Parting Time




   


   


    Boy,


          All fairytales have a happy ending. But not mine. For I love you boy for so long. So long that my mind can't even remember when. You let me fel how to love, to laugh, to smile without no reason at all and you also made me cry. You broke my heart into pieces. Call me stupid for still loving you. What Can I do? I can't choose who to love or who to not.


         I was there when you broke down. Because your girlfriend left you for another guy. I was there when you got drunk because you still love her. I still remember that night when you confess to me that you still love her and forever will. I was there...Watching you crying because of her makes me mad at her..at the same time I envy her. How can she hurt you so bad? If only I can take the pain away..That night, I came to her house.. I kneel down and beg to her " I'm begging you please don't leave him...please..I'll do anything just don't leave him! " She asked me why I'm doing this for you..I simply said. " Because I love him more than you can imagine, that even it hurts me seeing him with you..I endure all the pain..because I know , Its you..its you who can make him happy..its you who he love..not me."    I failed to make her back to you. I really tried my best..but I fail you..I'm sorry.


        Today, you told me that you have a new girlfriend now.My heart is torn into pieces.I chose to be blind.I love him and that's all that matters. I took the chance, hoping that I could change his feelings. But I failed. But I won't let go. For now, I'll choose a life of hell as long as he's beside me.